that I’m not making the wrong decision in choosing internal medicine as my future job. I really do want to be a good doctor, I really really do. You know those times when you hear about a horrible resident on rotations and whatnot? Well, the first thought that comes to my mind is, I hope I don’t become known as one.
I really do hope I know what I’m doing.
It’s kinda scary when you feel like you’re standing alone with your beliefs. Yet …. you don’t have enough reason to give them up either.